Beat of Hate
So, I\'ve told you, are you scared?
Will you throw me away as others have dared?
Am I your freak? Am I your disgrace?
Do you want to me to disappear away from your face?
Aren\'t I sick, aren\'t I screwed?
Aren\'t I just digusting and lewd?
You fail to see that I am I
And not some failed human, shuddering and shy
I can feel your anger, your hate, your remorse too
But nothing I say can change what I am to you.
I shall be your object of jokes, your thing of tease
Never will your words be for others a please.
You\'re out of my life for what you have done
Yet I feel your mocking game has only begun.
But you won\'t make me fall, I\'ll be on my feet
I will never dance to your malicious drum beat.
UnbelongingThe hurtful cries, the pain of sorrow
Surely this will not happen again tomorrow!
Their fire, their screams, the things that they throw,
Why they treat me this way, I\'ll never know
They\'re making me bleed, inside and out
I feel all their blows, their laughter, their clout
Is it because I\'m different, is it who I love?
Will I always be kicked around, thrown and shoved?
Leave me alone, leave me alone!
I was always like you, this you have known!
It shouldn\'t matter, the one of affection,
The thing that should count is the soul\'s reflection!
I never had known how much I was hated
But so many times to me people have stated
You\'re a freak! You\'re a queer! You\'ll never belong!
Everything you\'ll ever do is nothing but wrong!
Why...why do you hurt me, should I leave it all now?
Free of the pain, of the sorrow? But, oh, how?
I know, I\'ll give up, leave with no trace.
That razor right there is a great starting place.